I haven't thrown up in SO long,
i guess it was about time… and it was horrible. HORRIBLE
So I wrote a lil shomething..
and i thought i’d share it with whoever is interested in reading it.. and i realize i’m not writer or anything.. but it felt good just to write. i’ll stick to drawing and painting after this, don’t worry. It’s hard to smile when everything’s tough and the road seems endless, remember this, make progress, transgress, you’ve got this. there’s no...
why don't we
all just fucking make love? like seriously, let’s just create love.. and pass it around.. share that shit. puff puff pass
my eyes hurt and they feel swollen, though they’re not, and they’re so tired.. and i’m so ready to knock out. but i realized tomorrow’s father’s day, and i haven’t anything for my father. does telling him i’m gay the day before father’s day count as a gift? it’s some sort of trust.. or secret.. my entrusting him with this secret. or something....
Basic Space.: 2:41 AM →
I was definitely not prepared for the nostalgia Toy Story 3 would bring to me. I walked in that theatre thinking it’d be just another Pixar masterpiece. As the film unraveled, I saw how much I related to Andy, not just with growing up and going to college, but leaving the most precious thing I… that was deep
I feel so handicapped. and useless. and caged. and it sucks :| my dad’s fucking lagging it on buying a new (used) car for him and my mom. the sooner he buys one, the sooner i get the old car. i haate having to borrow/use theeirs. i don’t even know why the fuck we sold my car so soon, my dad made it seem like i was going to get another one that same week. seriously, what the fuck?...
[that’s a sigh, btw]. boring thoughts ahead; i feel so lame and useless without a car. i haate having to ask my parents if i can borrow the car or van, and telling them where i’m going and with who and for how long, etc. i end up lying to them half the time anyway. now i’m just waiting for them to buy a new automobile so that I can have the maxima.. but until then, i’ve...
this is why i love her
BFF mamu: LOL you wanna hear something really gross?
BFF mamu: i got my period yesterday, and today, i was taking a shower, and i had to queef, so i did. and there was this huge squirt of blood that splattered all over the shower. LLOLOLOLOL.
me: OMFG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA BRB
bewbz: I’m addicted to playing Snake on Facebook…and the whole time I was playing it, I was mentally singing “SNAKE SNAKE SNAKE SNAKE SNAKE SNAKE SNAKE SNAKE SNAKE SNAKE SNAKE SNAKE SNAKE SNAKE SNAKE SNAKE EVERYBODYYYYY” Someone’s corrupted me. P.S. I’m watching The Incredibles right now and I have so much love for Edna Mode. I just want to adopt her as my aunt or something. LOL you...
I love this song.. i can’t even explain the...
is my last mother fucking final. i’m so ready to be done.. but i’m kinda terrified because i didn’t do my last assignment for design class. My grade quite possibly might be lowered to a B.. MAYBE EVEN A C. fuck. oh well.. as long as my dad doesn’t find out..
formspuhring, ask me sumthing →
I know i’m tall and fat and big in general, but i really, really, really want to do this; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SftUYBXiVS4&feature=player_embedded and sometime in my life, i will
I was perhaps 9 years old when it happened. I had a terrible habit as a kid to want to sleep in until the last possible moment. Ok, who am I kidding? I still do that. I’m usually about 30 seconds late for work everyday. But when I was a kid, this drove my mother to the brink of sanity. She put up with it for a long time, always managing to get me roused and dressed, books in hand and out...
this painting is definitely not working out.. but regardless, i’m gonna paint the shit out of it. and hope something comes from it. even if i have to stay up til my dad wakes up. which i probably will… but this layer of gel medium isn’t drying. fuuck.
so now my mom probably has all these wild thoughts about me having sex. i accidentally left the INNOCENT box of condoms me and mimosa bought for no reason other than to be cool and buy some, in a bag on the floor in my room. and i go into my room just now to find my room was cleaner, and the bag was moved and put in another box. i’m so sure my mom looked in the bag to see if she should...
iiiii'm currently screwing myself over
i have 5 drawings due tomorrow, i just started one of them.. i have a painting due thursday that i still have no idea what i’m doing it on and a project i should have started 3 weeks ago due monday :(